It.
I read this book about eight years ago, and six years ago, and four years ago. And I just remembered I need to read it again. Gonna go with the english version this time tho.

If I could recomend one book to read its this one, I need to warn you tho.. its horrifying.
What I realized with this book tho is how lucky I have to grow up in a family were people love me.
<3

Great points with this weekend,
- BBQ and friends
- Lovely boyfriend
- Brighton in sun
- Good drinks and food
- Park-hang
Bad points…
- Hay-fever
- Its already sunday..
All and all, best weekend in a long time!
They told me the big black Lab’s name was Reggie, as I looked at him lying in his pen. The shelter was clean, no-kill, and the people really friendly. I’d only been in the area for six months, but everywhere I went in the small college town, people were welcoming and open. Everyone waves when you pass them on the street.
But something was still missing as I attempted to settle in to my new life here, and I thought a dog couldn’t hurt. Give me someone to talk to. And I had just seen Reggie’s advertisement on the local news. The shelter said they had received numerous calls right after, but they said the people who had come down to see him just didn’t look like “Lab people,” whatever that meant. They must’ve thought I did.
But at first, I thought the shelter had misjudged me in giving me Reggie and his things, which consisted of a dog pad, bag of toys almost all of which were brand new tennis balls, his dishes and a sealed letter from his previous owner.
See, Reggie and I didn’t really hit it off when we got home. We struggled for two weeks (which is how long the shelter told me to give him to adjust to his new home). Maybe it was the fact that I was trying to adjust, too.
Maybe we were too much alike.
I saw the sealed envelope. I had completely forgotten about that. “Okay, Reggie,” I said out loud, “let’s see if your previous owner has any advice.”
____________ _________ _________ _________
To Whomever Gets My Dog:
Well, I can’t say that I’m happy you’re reading this, a letter I told the shelter could only be opened by Reggie’s new owner. I’m not even happy writing it. He knew something was different.
So let me tell you about my Lab in the hopes that it will help you bond with him and he with you.
First, he loves tennis balls. The more the merrier. Sometimes I think he’s part squirrel, the way he hoards them. He usually always has two in his mouth, and he tries to get a third in there. Hasn’t done it yet. Doesn’t
matter where you throw them, he’ll bound after them, so be careful. Don’t do it by any roads.
Next, commands. Reggie knows the obvious ones —-“sit,” “stay,” “come,” “heel.”
He knows hand signals, too: He knows “ball” and “food” and “bone” and “treat” like nobody’s business.
Feeding schedule: twice a day, regular store-bought stuff; the shelter has the brand.
He’s up on his shots. Be forewarned: Reggie hates the vet. Good luck getting him in the car. I don’t know how he knows when it’s time to go to the vet, but he knows.
Finally, give him some time. It’s only been Reggie and me for his whole life. He’s gone everywhere with me, so please include him on your daily car rides if you can. He sits well in the backseat, and he doesn’t bark or complain. He just loves to be around people, and me most especially.
And that’s why I need to share one more bit of info with you…His name’s not Reggie. He’s a smart dog, he’ll get used to it and will respond to it, of that I have no doubt. But I just couldn’t bear to give them his real name. But if someone is reading this … well it means that his new owner should know his real name. His real name is “Tank.” Because, that is what I drive.
I told the shelter that they couldn’t make “Reggie” available for adoption until they received word from my company commander. You see, my parents are gone, I have no siblings, no one I could’ve left Tank with .. and it was my only real request of the Army upon my deployment to Iraq, that they make one phone call to the shelter … in the “event” … to tell them that Tank could be put up for adoption. Luckily, my CO is a dog-guy, too, and he knew where my platoon was headed. He said he’d do it personally. And if you’re reading this, then he made good on his word.
Tank has been my family for the last six years, almost as long as the Army has been my family. And now I hope and pray that you make him part of your family, too, and that he will adjust and come to love you the same way he
loved me.
If I have to give up Tank to keep those terrible people from coming to the US I am glad to have done so. He is my example of service and of love. I hope I honored him by my service to my country and comrades.
All right, that’s enough. I deploy this evening and have to drop this letter off at the shelter. Maybe I’ll peek in on him and see if he finally got that third tennis ball in his mouth.
Good luck with Tank. Give him a good home, and give him an extra kiss goodnight - every night - from me.
Thank you,
Paul Mallory
____________ _________ _________ _______
I folded the letter and slipped it back in the envelope. Sure, I had heard of Paul Mallory, everyone in town knew him, even new people like me. Local kid, killed in Iraq a few months ago and posthumously earning the Silver
Star when he gave his life to save three buddies. Flags had been at half-mast all summer.
I leaned forward in my chair and rested my elbows on my knees, staring at the dog.
“Hey, Tank,” I said quietly.
The dog’s head whipped up, his ears cocked and his eyes bright.
“C’mere boy.”
He was instantly on his feet, his nails clicking on the hardwood floor. He sat in front of me, his head tilted, searching for the name he hadn’t heard in months. “Tank,” I whispered.
His tail swished.
I kept whispering his name, over and over, and each time, his ears lowered, his eyes softened, and his posture relaxed as a wave of contentment just seemed to flood him. I stroked his ears, rubbed his shoulders, buried my
face into his scruff and hugged him.
“It’s me now, Tank, just you and me. Your old pal gave you to me.” Tank reached up and licked my cheek.
“So whatdaya say we play some ball?” His ears perked again.
“Yeah? Ball? You like that? Ball?”
Tank tore from my hands and disappeared into the next room. And when he came back, he had three tennis balls in his mouth.”
(Source: stephaniekilbury, via natlindberg)
Lovely bottoms!
Good luck, Loreen!!!

Ofcourse Sweden will have snow in their preformance in Eurovision Song Contest. Its mandatory.
Black, Blue and Bare-legged.

I can finally be bare legged! Finally!
London is boiling! Sunny and at least 25 degrees. - Best way to handle this is to have a BBQ (tomorrow) and hit Brighton (Saturday).
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Love this picture of Jay-Z and Beyonce. They always look so happy and in love. Love it.
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ExerCise
We finally, not thanks to me, joined the gym! After the first session my body has been pretty useless.. its totally smashed. Anyway, hitting Virgin Active tonight again with Tara, some body pump, swimming and sauna is waiting.
Received a bunch of photos from the family life at home. Mum and dad celebrated 17th of may, the norweigan holiday while taking this.
Love you!
20 tecken på att du är London-Svensk
Hittade detta på londonsvenskar.com - mitt i prick om du är en London-Svensk.
#1 Du tar av dig skorna oavsett om du kliver in i ditt eget hem eller någon annanstans.
#2 Du undrar varför du inte behöver dra upp SL Access kortet igen när du ska ut från tunnelbanan i Stockholm.
#3 Du saknar Kalles kaviar, trots att du aldrig åt det i Sverige och du skriker som ett litet barn när du inser att chokladen är från Marabou.
#4 Du köper flaskvatten trots att du kan dricka ur kranen och klagar gärna högt på att du saknar det svenska kranvattnet.
#5 Du tycker £10 för en drink är billigt.
#6 Du åker till IKEA för matens skull (köttbullarna) och jämför all annan mat med Mamma Scan, Felix och Findus.
#7 Du tittar på fel sida av gatan när du ska korsa den och stannar alltid vid röd gubbe.
#8 Du blir överlycklig när du får ditt skattebesked i London.
#9 You forget ord på svenska och replace dem med engelska.
#10 Du spelar kubb under varje högtid eller finner en anledning till att spela kubb.
#11 Du får en lätt hjärtattack när du måste betala ca 50 kr i taxin i Stockholm – utan att ha åkt någonstans!
#12 Starbucks på Arlanda får dig att känna dig som hemma.
#13 Du går runt med både paraply och solglasögon i väskan.
#14 Du går till närmaste konditori i London och undrar om de har sån där ”princess cake with green marzipan and pink rose”?
#15 Dina kompisar i Sverige undrar varför du avslutar alla meddelanden med ett X.
#16 Du pussar främlingar i Sverige på kinden när du presenterar dig.
#17 Dina flatmates i London undrar vad det är för konstig grej du skär osten med.
#18 Du glömmer att den enda alkoholen som finns att köpa när du är på besök i Sverige på en söndag, är folkölen på ICA.
#19 Du beställer oxfile och bearnaisesås på din pizza på Domino’s.
#20 Du lovade dig själv att inte umgås med svenskar när du flyttar till London. Ändå består minst 80% av ditt umgänge i London av svenskar.

S A T U R D A Y
Saturday we went to the park aiming to shoot some hoops. Me and Tara mostly ended up talking..


Started to crave some cake so went home and baked..



